December 06, 2006
i really with i new wht I wanted to do ....i know what i wanna do ....but i dont think ill ever get to do what i wanna do ...i guess i just look at everything else i relaly want ....and notice ...im not close to getting it ...
so why should i have any faith in myself?
why is my conscience so dependant on religion when there is no proof ......
why have i started just ranting about this crap again
i wanna sleep until im married ....and be on autopilot
maybe i wont get married
all ill just end up dead when i wake up
i wouldnt mine that either ...
then i wouldnt have to get a job
Posted by amypl at December 6, 2006 05:08 PM