jakorte's blog

I feel the doors closing
Every where I turn
The tears are there just waiting
But I don’t have the nerve
To find out why
To find out what went wrong
It’s better to step back
And leave it all alone
Like it never happened
Like I never had the hope
I guess I never will be different
If I can’t let this go

Right now it’s all I have
To keep going, to keep waiting
To keep a tighter rein
On what could give me away
Or what could hold me back
To keep myself protected
To keep me as I seem
To be less before I am more
To be someone to believe
As long as I make the 30 miles
And end up safe at home
It doesn’t matter what goes on
When I am all alone.

jak