jakorte's blog

December 3, 2008

i want to leave.
now.
go away.
change my name.
again.
disappear.
again.
start over.
again.
but i keep hearing GOD.
telling me to wait.
just a little longer.
it’s getting harder.
to stay.
in this nothing.
every day.
another minute.
my stretched soul.
comes closer.
to running.
the wait is.
proof of trust.
a challenge.
now.
this life.
didn’t work out.
either.
can't imagine.
what it is.
i’m supposed to be.
waiting for.
or who it is.
i’m supposed to be.
waiting for.
now.

jak