April 11, 2007
registering
oh wow
registering for classes is so stressful
i dont' even know what we are supposed to take.
i'm lost
number twelve tomorrow and friday now?
i'm still thinking about it
Posted by merecole at 03:18 PM | Comments (0)
April 10, 2007
powdered donuts
powdered donuts
i honeslty forgot how amazing they taste
until today
so that was awesome
i need to buy some of those babys more often
theyz delicious
thanks to whoever brought them
Posted by merecole at 04:57 PM | Comments (0)
April 09, 2007
12
uhh
number twelve is on friday
yeah i know
alls i say is shit about number twleve all the time
but i'm damn excited
so get over it
Posted by merecole at 10:08 PM | Comments (0)
April 08, 2007
ho hum
i'm completely confused
and i feel extreamly full
from good eatz and
chocolate
Posted by merecole at 04:18 PM | Comments (0)
good to come home, but bad
it was great to come home and see my family and dog
and my friends and
i've had the best time hanging out with them
mostly zima
but some just have changed so much
and their all into ditching
me for dudes
and thinks it's okay
what a joke
but besides that, i've had the best time
with zima
and i really missed her
fuck
whatever
i'm so tired and have a lot of shit to do tomorrow
Posted by merecole at 02:01 AM | Comments (0)
April 06, 2007
home
i'm home
and it's nice
except that i have a million things to do
like write a paper by tuesday
hang out with friends
register for summer classes
which my mom is constantly yelling at me about
and i'm about to go apeshit
because i can't stand it
i gotta take care of bank stuff
cause that's still screwed up
i'm so pissed right now it's ridiculous
bye
Posted by merecole at 11:56 AM | Comments (0)
April 05, 2007
i just wanna go home
tonight
i'm going home
and yeah
i said that iin my last blog
i figure it's really hard to convey my ideas to people without explaining it
is that a bad thing
i feel like no one really understood my movie,
but i really liked it
so i don't know how to convey it better
i just feel like everything makes sense to me all the time
but i've been encountering rpoblems lately
with everything
making those ideas sounds legit i suppose
i just wish people could get inside my headz
Posted by merecole at 03:34 PM | Comments (0)
April 04, 2007
this distance is decay
i really never thought that distance would take such a toll on a wonderful but
really confusing friendship that i can never get over
i can't imagine why distance and time can force almost a sense of forgetting of one of the most important people in your life.
why does this have to happen
i can't stand it
i wish it was like how it used to be
i haven't really thought about it until now when i just was in contack with the person 10 minutes ago
it was the best half hour that i have had in a while
and i felt at home
and normal
but at the same time, feel so freaking confused and awful
for not spending every single second of the time that i have
with that person
to somewhat make that last moment seem worth something
because you know it won't be the same ever again
god i miss him
and i feel as though has has moved onto new friends,
not that he has forgotten me,
but that he has known that i moved away
and wouldn't be there
he accepted it
and dealt with it
i have just discovered it
and am dealing with it
and its the hardest thing i've had to deal with
in a really long time.
i hope i can get through it
i really do
i dont need sympahty please.
i just wanted to write it down somewhere
because it makes me feel better
rather than to keep it in my head
i guess i need to go home
and get a hug
maybe he will still remember that
Posted by merecole at 11:25 PM | Comments (0)
today and tomorrow
today i was
well
hyper
we made amy have coon tails in her hair
and her roommate made us watch her flute lesson or some shit
i'm the most excited for tomorrow than i've ever been in so long
tomorrow will be a very lovely adventure home
with my buds
and i couldn't be more excited
i really can't wait
bree
Posted by merecole at 09:41 PM | Comments (0)
April 03, 2007
and another one cuase i have nothing better to say
1. What ended your last relationship?
that boy cheating on me with like 6 other girls i think
2. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping cuase i have early classes which is wack
3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
just getting up to shower
4. First thought after waking up this morning?
i was actually going back and fourth through my head about whether or not to go to class for about a half hour half dozing in and out of sleep
5. Are you any good at math?
really bad at everything that has to do with math except algebra
6. Prom night?
it was alright, but i wish i didnt have that date and i wish i never dated him
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
unfortunatly not
8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
nope
9. Do you know the words to your song on your profile?
i know all the words, but i don't have a low UK oli sykes growl, so it doens't sound quite the same
10. Last thing received in the mail?
umm i guess a package from my mom but that was at valentines day
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
milk and oj
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
yeah, and i ramble. or say stupid shit
13. Ever been in love?
yes
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
not usually
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
prolly a filling i guess which isn't too bad, or othadontics, yeah
17. Do you have any plans for tonight?
probably just sitting around and then going to sleep, last nigth i had a fruit salad i love new york finale party though. it was dope
18. Do you like the ocean?
of course
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorn?
yeah i fucking love those things
20. Spring break?
back home
21. Something you are excited about?
this thursday for an adventure with zima, the number twelve show next weekend and bledfest on may 5th
23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
cherry
24. Are any of your great grandparents alive?
nope
25. Describe your keys:
well, my previous ones were stolen by a detroit bum, so now i have a front door and a garage door key, plus my car key too
26. Where do you keep your change?
in an old slide container
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group?
not for a while, but i absolutly hate doing that
28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
well it's more like a jacket that is brown with checkers i guess kinda, then plus a band sweatshirt always underneath, duh
29. What was the weather like today?
cold in the morning, alright temp in the day and evening
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
closed
Posted by merecole at 10:42 PM | Comments (0)
April 02, 2007
what the shit
sometimes i feel like i'm completely helpless and worthless in friendships sometimes.
i had awesome fruit salad tonight
and i love new york had a dramatic ending.
uhh
and
i'm sleepy
Posted by merecole at 10:59 PM | Comments (0)
April 01, 2007
clearly bored
1] What made you happy this weekend?
fucking having a glow stick war
2] Who's car were you in last?
my own
3] When was the last time you cried?
well, it's been a long time. but i've been sad, haha bo hoo hoo another sob story.
4] What color shirt are you wearing?
redz
5] How long is your hair?
it's gettin real long for real, except i need to cut up the blonde portion i think
7] Who's on your mind right now?
connor becuase he hasn't returned my last two phone calls and i miss that little shit
but i aint calling no more, beucase i hate when people dont' return my phone calls.
8] Last movie you watched?
marie antoinette
9] Last thing you ate?
fucking special k.....diets are wack
10] Last thing you drank?
aquafina water
11] Where did you sleep last night?
my nest of a loft
13] Are you happy right now?
not the happiest i can be, btu i'm not too sad i suppose
14] What did you say last?
i miss you
15] Where is your phone?
on the window sill becuase that's the only place i get service up in this bitch
16) Favorite comedian?
dane cook, i mena, like everyone else i'm sure
17] What color are your eyes?
i think they are green right now
19] Who came over last?
no one just came over, i've last went over to sarah's apartment down the street
20] Name the last three things you have bought?
fruit for the i love new york party tomorrow, a new sketchbook, and a potbellys sandwitch
21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
the bearer of the saying "bitches love me" and my lack of boyfriend
22] What are you listening to?
i killed the prom queen
23] What is your weapon of choice?
pirate swords
24] What's your favorite scent?
cherry almond, or my perfume
25] Who makes you the happiest right now?
friends and number twleve for touring in michigan
26] Does someone have a crush on you?
probably not
27] Do you have a crush on someone?
not really a crush, yeah no i really don't
28] What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching donnie darko in a fort or blankets and couches
29] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
i have to go fling a puppet around at a parade, what the fuck.
30] Are you left-handed?
nah i'm right handed
31] Spell your name without vowels:
mrdth
32] How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
uhh like 14, but i only wear like 4 pairs cuase theyz are my favorite
33] What color(s) do you wear most often?
black, gray, green, and brown (wow i should really get a new wardrobe)
34] What's for dinner tonight?
fucking mashed potatoes and i cheated to only have like a spoonful when it is my favorite food
35] What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
prolly beer
36] When Is Your Birthday?
december 3
37] Who was the last person to send you a text message?
craig
38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?
oh jesus, a long time ago
39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
meijer
40] How do you feel about your hair?
i'm pretty satisfied, but the top could be shorter so it fluffs out better
41] How's the weather?
thunderstorm skys, and windy. beautiful
42] How often do you listen to techno music?
not unless i want to dance ridiculously
43] Have you ever been verbally or physically abused?
i get verbally abused everyday, sarcastic bitches
44] Have you ever felt not good enough?
duh
45] Is there something important you need to tell someone?
yeah, there''s something important i need to tell a lot of people
46] Will you ever tell them?
prolly
47] Is there anyone you would take a bullet for?
i dont' like guns, or bullets for that matter
48] What languages do you wish you could speak?
french, italian, but most importantly, i wish i could have an english accent
49] Do you hate when people doubt you?
um yeah
50] Do you have big plans and goals for your life?
i'm going to be rich and take pictures (haha great...)
Posted by merecole at 11:00 PM | Comments (0)
March 31, 2007
i'm proud of myself
i'm proud of myself only because i wrote my fucking 4 page paper for ADP and i't sall done, and ive been doing a lot of drawing so that's almost done, and i just got a lot of shit done which is dope.
but i still have a lot to do so
bye
Posted by merecole at 04:26 PM | Comments (0)
March 30, 2007
no time
so much to do.
no time to write
i'm watching viva la bam
and doing a shit ton of work
it's not going to well.
bye
Posted by merecole at 11:22 PM | Comments (0)
March 29, 2007
stressed to the maxx
today i've just been in a bad mood about everything
and bored about everything.
i need some adventure
or something
and i need to stop being in a bad mood.
i think it might be because of all the shit i have to do this weekend.
hopefully, after that gets done. i will be truly relieved.
oh and i underestimate people
which i have found out as of today.
it's really interesting.
and i play the game bitch.
Posted by merecole at 11:03 PM | Comments (0)
March 28, 2007
sleepy as usual
i'm so freaking sleepy
all i wanna do is crawl up in my nest of a loft and curl up in my blanket and fall asleep
for as long as i can
but i have to write a paper right now
and i'ts 930
i wish i wasn't such a procrastinator.
god beds are so desirable.
Posted by merecole at 09:31 PM | Comments (0)
March 27, 2007
exhausted
i didnt' really have that intense of a day, but i'm exhausted.
it was unbarebly hot last night to sleep
but this evening it thunderstormed
so i was happy becuase it thunderstormed,
and happy becuase it's a lot cooler outside which means a lot cooler to sleep tonight
oh
and bams unholy union is on in an hour.
i'm excited.
i think i need a boyfriend.
but i dont' have time for one.
life is so difficult.
Posted by merecole at 08:28 PM | Comments (0)
March 26, 2007
tonight
i love new york series finale tonight
which means
gormet mac and cheese
which means
me cheating on my diet for the second time today
even though i've already lost some pounds in a week
i guess it works
ps- i shouldn't start smoking again, but honeslty, i'm so fucking stressed out
it sounds fucking great.
that's really lame seriously.
andi shouldn't even be thinking like that
so i'm gonna have will power and say fuck ciggs
even though they sound so delightful at a time like this
when my whole life was stolen out of a car and school and my back
complin complain complain.
i swear that's all i do
dont' give me sympathy please.
thanks
Posted by merecole at 04:44 PM | Comments (0)
March 25, 2007
detroit bums
sorry i havne't blogged.
i've been a mess since friday
detroit bums broke into the car and i had my life stolen from me.
i won't go into that, but valuables were stolen and it left all of us a mess.
and poor amys car.
fuck detroit.
i'm so ignorant to crime because of where i live, it's just phenominal
and detroit cops don't do shit
i'm so stressed out and i feel so violated.
i'm done because the more i talk about it that more i get upset.
i just hope everything works out okay
ps- i don't need sympathy, i'm just saying what happened so that people know why my mood is fucked up because people care about htat sort of thing.
Posted by merecole at 09:08 PM | Comments (0)
March 22, 2007
lame
going to the gym
i'm gonna be sore as hell tomorrow
but its good
Posted by merecole at 07:53 PM | Comments (0)
March 21, 2007
i'm fucking bored
i'm so bored.
i wish there was something to do.
shit.
i feel lame.
the only suggestion i have had is a hardcore drive by
but we both dont' have cars so it wouldn't work.
Posted by merecole at 07:02 PM | Comments (0)
March 20, 2007
hungry
god, i'm so hungry
all i want is food now cause of this diet haha
i'm a jerk.
i am so bad at diets.
anyways...
today
after all classes were over
me and amy went to kroger and bought food and hair dye for myself.
i got granola bars, yogurt, string cheese, lunch meat, and hair dye.
i figured i should eat those instead of goldfish and cheeseits even though i love those so dearly.
oh and plus i needed my hair dyed real bad so that was good.
anwayws, wow that was a boring entry.
i need mor excitment in my life, shit.
Posted by merecole at 11:12 PM | Comments (0)
March 19, 2007
diet
so i started today on this special k diet.
i did it today which suprised me cuase i'm really bad at diets cause i love food so much and usually i can get away with eating as much as i want but while excersising a fuck ton.
so since i'm not excersising, i need this.
to loose pounds.
it's so hard
cause i love carbs, especially breads
and mac and cheese and pizza.
and i can't have any of it.
but i guess who doens't like that shit.
awesome
well see how long this lasts
my stomach is grumbling right now.
Posted by merecole at 11:54 PM | Comments (0)
i felt like a fish
today the "incoming" freshman came to visit the art school and walked around class.
the whole drawing class, i began to understnad how a fish feels in a tank, or animals at the zoo.
poor things.
oh and i can't wait for number 12
and jase of course.
i feel like a little child drooling over some cute boy in a band.
but i can't help it
Posted by merecole at 03:50 PM | Comments (0)
March 18, 2007
the stars
first of all, oops for not writing in this over the weekend. i didn't once turn on my computer until now
last night the stars were beautiful
the sky was so clear.
so i climbed up on my roof with a blanket
layed down, and looked at them for about 2 hours.
this might be my favorite thing to do in the world.
it relaxs the shit out of me and i have never felt so good as to when i can do that.
when it's really clear
and the stars are bright and out.
it was honestly beautiful
Posted by merecole at 12:45 PM | Comments (0)
March 15, 2007
wretched
i haven't been home this early on a thursday in a really long time.
it's quite unusual,
so i'm watching the nightmare before christmas and cleaning my room so i can start on my video for the project.
this movie is dope and dark
just how i like it.
Posted by merecole at 07:40 PM | Comments (0)
March 14, 2007
thunderstorms
i freaking love thunderstorms.
they make me so happy and relax the shit out of me, it's quite lovely actually.
i have english to do, and all i want to do is go sit out in a thunderstorm, but it ended and i gotta get this shit done.
and i gotta re-dye my hair. it's really bothering me.
Posted by merecole at 08:16 PM | Comments (0)
METAL
man, i'm tired.
Posted by merecole at 12:08 AM | Comments (0)
March 13, 2007
ADP- SOCIAL PHENOMENA
This is a picture of the inside of Panda Express. It is a place to eat food and talk to friends. It has a bunch of deep fried asian food that you can order either take out or eat in. It is located in Pierpont Commons and is a very popular eating place for kids and others on north campus.
Panda Express is a part of a larger social phenomena becuase it is incorporating asian culture into America. Although, America has embarked it's own culture into this place because it converted it into a somewhat fast food place, but with very classy asian cuisine, so it has been Americanized. It just shows how much of an impact Amican culture has on other cultures that come into America.
here is the link to the article.
http://www.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0EIN/is_2006_Oct_21/ai_n16864960
This article basically talks about asian culture of the lucky number 8 and how it corresponded to the 888th Panda Express that was put into California. It is talking about how the asian culturally owned Panda Express has made such a huge impact on American culture in California.
Posted by merecole at 04:35 PM | Comments (0)
ADP- MONUMENT
This monument is outside the art building. It is made out of wood logs and chains put together in an arrangement for asthedic reasons or to create a statement. Technically it is a built sculpture, but it can also serve as a monument if it stays up to commerate the art school forever.
This monument is a part of a larger social context because it serves as a thing to look at, and/or create a statement, but it is a part of the art schools landscape and it commemerates the art school. Social groups apart of the art school and not a part of the art school can look at it as well and recognize it as a piece of art, therefore connecting it to the art school as well.
here's a website that correlates to a monument similar to this one.
http://www.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1248/is_n11_v81/ai_14647040
This article is about the memorial museum for the Holocaust and how art and sculptures effect the public who views it and how art is a part of commemorating the Holocaust. It is explaining how nonrepresentational art is connected to the task of public commemoration.
Posted by merecole at 04:22 PM | Comments (0)
March 12, 2007
weird mood
i've been in a weird mood since yesterday.
i just really don't know whats up
i keep questioning friendships and shit and wondering if some people feel obligated and if some people even like being friends with me.
it's hard to know, honestly.
i mean i think it's cause i over analyize everything...but shit.
i mean, i have huge trust issues.
who the fuck knows
Posted by merecole at 10:57 PM | Comments (0)
