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February 09, 2007
everythings wrong.
so i just found oiut that my best friends parents are putting up their house in my hometown for sale and they are moving 4 hours away up north. i'm fucking so upset.
wha tam i supposed to do not having her.
it's too far.
i like change a lot, but not when it happens like this.
also, not that this is as bad as that, but i really wanted to go see fordirelifessake at the shelter tongith and i didn't get to go.
mostly because i'm sick and i need to stop running around everywhere and making it worse.
btu i thrive on that shit.
i love making my life more interesting.
also, i want to feel wanted, but who doesn't i guess.
this is the longest time i've gone without someone, i think like 4 months or something, and i dunno.
i kinda like it, but not really.
i can't tell.
it's just that iwas going through old messages and notes from the boyfrined i was most attached to almost 3 years ago, and i felt withdrawls...even thgouh ive been over him for like 2 and a half years.
i just don't understnad it.
i don't understand myself sometiimes.
and, i really like making new friends and shit, but i just wish they would understand you right away.
i guess it takes time to understnad a personality, but i wish it happened right away to dilute misunderstnadings.
fuck
Posted by merecole at February 9, 2007 06:45 PM