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March 31, 2007
i'm proud of myself
i'm proud of myself only because i wrote my fucking 4 page paper for ADP and i't sall done, and ive been doing a lot of drawing so that's almost done, and i just got a lot of shit done which is dope.
but i still have a lot to do so
bye
Posted by merecole at 04:26 PM | Comments (0)
March 30, 2007
no time
so much to do.
no time to write
i'm watching viva la bam
and doing a shit ton of work
it's not going to well.
bye
Posted by merecole at 11:22 PM | Comments (0)
March 29, 2007
stressed to the maxx
today i've just been in a bad mood about everything
and bored about everything.
i need some adventure
or something
and i need to stop being in a bad mood.
i think it might be because of all the shit i have to do this weekend.
hopefully, after that gets done. i will be truly relieved.
oh and i underestimate people
which i have found out as of today.
it's really interesting.
and i play the game bitch.
Posted by merecole at 11:03 PM | Comments (0)
March 28, 2007
sleepy as usual
i'm so freaking sleepy
all i wanna do is crawl up in my nest of a loft and curl up in my blanket and fall asleep
for as long as i can
but i have to write a paper right now
and i'ts 930
i wish i wasn't such a procrastinator.
god beds are so desirable.
Posted by merecole at 09:31 PM | Comments (0)
March 27, 2007
exhausted
i didnt' really have that intense of a day, but i'm exhausted.
it was unbarebly hot last night to sleep
but this evening it thunderstormed
so i was happy becuase it thunderstormed,
and happy becuase it's a lot cooler outside which means a lot cooler to sleep tonight
oh
and bams unholy union is on in an hour.
i'm excited.
i think i need a boyfriend.
but i dont' have time for one.
life is so difficult.
Posted by merecole at 08:28 PM | Comments (0)
March 26, 2007
tonight
i love new york series finale tonight
which means
gormet mac and cheese
which means
me cheating on my diet for the second time today
even though i've already lost some pounds in a week
i guess it works
ps- i shouldn't start smoking again, but honeslty, i'm so fucking stressed out
it sounds fucking great.
that's really lame seriously.
andi shouldn't even be thinking like that
so i'm gonna have will power and say fuck ciggs
even though they sound so delightful at a time like this
when my whole life was stolen out of a car and school and my back
complin complain complain.
i swear that's all i do
dont' give me sympathy please.
thanks
Posted by merecole at 04:44 PM | Comments (0)
March 25, 2007
detroit bums
sorry i havne't blogged.
i've been a mess since friday
detroit bums broke into the car and i had my life stolen from me.
i won't go into that, but valuables were stolen and it left all of us a mess.
and poor amys car.
fuck detroit.
i'm so ignorant to crime because of where i live, it's just phenominal
and detroit cops don't do shit
i'm so stressed out and i feel so violated.
i'm done because the more i talk about it that more i get upset.
i just hope everything works out okay
ps- i don't need sympathy, i'm just saying what happened so that people know why my mood is fucked up because people care about htat sort of thing.
Posted by merecole at 09:08 PM | Comments (0)
March 22, 2007
lame
going to the gym
i'm gonna be sore as hell tomorrow
but its good
Posted by merecole at 07:53 PM | Comments (0)
March 21, 2007
i'm fucking bored
i'm so bored.
i wish there was something to do.
shit.
i feel lame.
the only suggestion i have had is a hardcore drive by
but we both dont' have cars so it wouldn't work.
Posted by merecole at 07:02 PM | Comments (0)
March 20, 2007
hungry
god, i'm so hungry
all i want is food now cause of this diet haha
i'm a jerk.
i am so bad at diets.
anyways...
today
after all classes were over
me and amy went to kroger and bought food and hair dye for myself.
i got granola bars, yogurt, string cheese, lunch meat, and hair dye.
i figured i should eat those instead of goldfish and cheeseits even though i love those so dearly.
oh and plus i needed my hair dyed real bad so that was good.
anwayws, wow that was a boring entry.
i need mor excitment in my life, shit.
Posted by merecole at 11:12 PM | Comments (0)
March 19, 2007
diet
so i started today on this special k diet.
i did it today which suprised me cuase i'm really bad at diets cause i love food so much and usually i can get away with eating as much as i want but while excersising a fuck ton.
so since i'm not excersising, i need this.
to loose pounds.
it's so hard
cause i love carbs, especially breads
and mac and cheese and pizza.
and i can't have any of it.
but i guess who doens't like that shit.
awesome
well see how long this lasts
my stomach is grumbling right now.
Posted by merecole at 11:54 PM | Comments (0)
i felt like a fish
today the "incoming" freshman came to visit the art school and walked around class.
the whole drawing class, i began to understnad how a fish feels in a tank, or animals at the zoo.
poor things.
oh and i can't wait for number 12
and jase of course.
i feel like a little child drooling over some cute boy in a band.
but i can't help it
Posted by merecole at 03:50 PM | Comments (0)
March 18, 2007
the stars
first of all, oops for not writing in this over the weekend. i didn't once turn on my computer until now
last night the stars were beautiful
the sky was so clear.
so i climbed up on my roof with a blanket
layed down, and looked at them for about 2 hours.
this might be my favorite thing to do in the world.
it relaxs the shit out of me and i have never felt so good as to when i can do that.
when it's really clear
and the stars are bright and out.
it was honestly beautiful
Posted by merecole at 12:45 PM | Comments (0)
March 15, 2007
wretched
i haven't been home this early on a thursday in a really long time.
it's quite unusual,
so i'm watching the nightmare before christmas and cleaning my room so i can start on my video for the project.
this movie is dope and dark
just how i like it.
Posted by merecole at 07:40 PM | Comments (0)
March 14, 2007
thunderstorms
i freaking love thunderstorms.
they make me so happy and relax the shit out of me, it's quite lovely actually.
i have english to do, and all i want to do is go sit out in a thunderstorm, but it ended and i gotta get this shit done.
and i gotta re-dye my hair. it's really bothering me.
Posted by merecole at 08:16 PM | Comments (0)
METAL
man, i'm tired.
Posted by merecole at 12:08 AM | Comments (0)
March 13, 2007
ADP- SOCIAL PHENOMENA
This is a picture of the inside of Panda Express. It is a place to eat food and talk to friends. It has a bunch of deep fried asian food that you can order either take out or eat in. It is located in Pierpont Commons and is a very popular eating place for kids and others on north campus.
Panda Express is a part of a larger social phenomena becuase it is incorporating asian culture into America. Although, America has embarked it's own culture into this place because it converted it into a somewhat fast food place, but with very classy asian cuisine, so it has been Americanized. It just shows how much of an impact Amican culture has on other cultures that come into America.
here is the link to the article.
http://www.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0EIN/is_2006_Oct_21/ai_n16864960
This article basically talks about asian culture of the lucky number 8 and how it corresponded to the 888th Panda Express that was put into California. It is talking about how the asian culturally owned Panda Express has made such a huge impact on American culture in California.
Posted by merecole at 04:35 PM | Comments (0)
ADP- MONUMENT
This monument is outside the art building. It is made out of wood logs and chains put together in an arrangement for asthedic reasons or to create a statement. Technically it is a built sculpture, but it can also serve as a monument if it stays up to commerate the art school forever.
This monument is a part of a larger social context because it serves as a thing to look at, and/or create a statement, but it is a part of the art schools landscape and it commemerates the art school. Social groups apart of the art school and not a part of the art school can look at it as well and recognize it as a piece of art, therefore connecting it to the art school as well.
here's a website that correlates to a monument similar to this one.
http://www.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1248/is_n11_v81/ai_14647040
This article is about the memorial museum for the Holocaust and how art and sculptures effect the public who views it and how art is a part of commemorating the Holocaust. It is explaining how nonrepresentational art is connected to the task of public commemoration.
Posted by merecole at 04:22 PM | Comments (0)
March 12, 2007
weird mood
i've been in a weird mood since yesterday.
i just really don't know whats up
i keep questioning friendships and shit and wondering if some people feel obligated and if some people even like being friends with me.
it's hard to know, honestly.
i mean i think it's cause i over analyize everything...but shit.
i mean, i have huge trust issues.
who the fuck knows
Posted by merecole at 10:57 PM | Comments (0)
March 11, 2007
two step
sigma phi was actually suprisingly very good last night.
i enjoyed my time there which is unusual because i usually hate it with all the drunk non metal fuckers and make fun of dancing and the music...
good vibe, awesome two stepping and a lot more love last night
i loved it.
good metal
that's all,
i gotta go drop amy off at church now and go pick up pasties outta her freezer for dinner.
Posted by merecole at 03:35 PM | Comments (0)
March 10, 2007
what to do
i feel really out of it today and keep contemplating why we exist.
it feels really weird.
but anyways,
tonight going to ogar fest in howell then to sigma phi after?
yeah i think so.
anyways, it should be a good nigth of metal.
always brutal.
i lvoe it
i mean, we had to replace the cancelled ABRB show right?
Posted by merecole at 04:55 PM | Comments (0)
the opposum
me and laura were driving today...
we almost hit an opposum
it was intense and we screamed.
then we almost hit a deer, and then a racoon.
what's with all the animals crossing the road in front of laura's car tonight??
wish iwas in ann arbor tonight.
first of all, there was a good party
second, laura, abbie, AND alicia were there.
it would have been just lovely.
ps- drives into nothingness with laura are always an adventure and it's great.
why can't my whole life be like that. unexpected, sponataneous, and an adventure.
i guess it kind of is, but i want it to be even more.
Posted by merecole at 03:29 AM | Comments (0)
March 07, 2007
ADP BLOG ENVIRONMENTAL CONDITION
This is a picture of the inside of the garbage and recycling closet at the end of my hallway in Markley dorm. It has places for paper, bottles, cans, and cardboard. It is cleaned out everyday and kept pretty neat for the most part. The blue recycling bin is also placed in everyones room as well.
This enviornmental condition is a part of a larger social context because it forces people to recycle, number one, and number two gives people a place to throw trash and be organized about it. There are specified places and for the lazier people, there are even recycling bins IN the room. This creates a statement to prove how lazy we really are as people, but it also makes a statement that we are trying to b more organized and help the enviornment with recycling, etc. Although Markley and many dorms around Michigan campus have this system down pretty well, our streets are still littered and the environment is changing everyday.
here is my artical link.....
http://pespmc1.vub.ac.be/ENVICOND.html
This artical talks about how there is undoubtedly natural environmental conditions that we can't control like ozone depletion, deforestations, species extinction and the greenhouse effect, but the fact that we can help create less human pollution and trash by not being lazy and throwing things away in a garbage can, and being a bit more aware of what we are doing to the earth as a whole.
Posted by merecole at 10:44 PM | Comments (0)
ADP BLOG SOUVENIER..?
This was a braclet that my friend bought me during her trip to Italy last summer. It's is from the Vatican and is made with hand carbed wood beads. It also contains a cross suggesting religion and says the Vatican on it.
In a larger social context, souveniers are a part of a lot of social groups and a part of people and their culture for the most part. Almost everytime a tourist goes into a different city, country, state, etc. they are tempted to buy souveniers to remind them of where they have been and remind other people of where they have been. It's a part of tourism and a part of culture within humans, therefore making souvenier shopping very social.
here's the link to my article...
http://www.materialreligion.org/objects/june97obj.html
This article talked about the catholic religion and how it is so prominent in the Vatican. It relates to my souvenier braclet because that was the whole point of the bracelt, to promote their relgion and to take something from the city pertaining to that and spreading the catholic word. The article also talked about the catholic religion's global membership and how is ties everyone together in a social context.
http://www.savellireligious.com/cap_id-193/listaprod.html
this is a giftshop website as well containing bracelts like mine from the Vatican.
Posted by merecole at 10:23 PM | Comments (0)
overly excited.
umm, so number twleve just posted the tour dates in the gap that they had and they are visiting michigan twice in april. i am so happy right now, bahh.
unfortunatly we have lecture series on the 12th which is when they will be in grand rapids, so i can't go to that one....but the 13th, they are in mount clemens at the hayloft.
1. hayloft is dope.
2. fucking seeing number twleve again.
i'm gonna embed havoc into that place and JASE is gonna sing. scratch that....GROWL THE FUCK OUTTA THE CROWD.
damnnn what a wonderful day that is going to be.
i can't wait.
honestly.
WHOS COMIN WITH ME?!....yeah i know amy is...
Posted by merecole at 09:46 PM | Comments (0)
March 06, 2007
i'm a poser
i stole this from amy's blog....again.
awesome
L A S T . P E R S O N . Y O U.
1. Rode in a car with? amy
2. Went to the movies with? connor
4. You talked on then the phone with? amy, god i have no life...lol
6. Last person you told or they told you they loved you? laura
7.You kissed? mom
W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R.
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? my nose. too nervous to ever pierce my tounge. i'm scared of needles and things that look like needles.
2. Be serious or be funny? funny all the time.
3. Drink whole or skim milk? whole only with my grandpa eating cookies...skim everyday
4. Die in a fire or get shot? get shot...shit
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? why the fuck would anyone pick their enemies?
A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.
1. Do you love someone? well obviously, but love a dude....yeah, unfortunatly
2. Sun or Moon? moon. nights are my favorite
3. Winter or Fall? fall
4. left or right? right, i look retarded doing anything lefty
5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends? two best friends
6. Sunny or rainy? rainy, i think the sun is too bright.
A B O U T . Y O U.
1. What time is it? 9:01
2. Your mom is? at home, i should probably call her...
3. Where do you wanna live? shit i dunno....by a lot of metal
4. How many kids do you want? 2
5. Do you want to get married? yeah definitely
7. Have you ever eaten spam? no, and if i have, i don't wanna know about it
8. Favorite Ice Cream? mint chocolate chip
9. What are you ? cold
10. Current mood? anxious
IN . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U
1. Kissed? no....i wish
3. Sang? probably all 48 of those hours
4. Been hugged?: no....sheesh, where's the love?
5. Felt stupid? ha yeah
6. Missed someone? it's always on my mind...yes
7. missed a question? what?
8. Gotten your hair cut? no...but that's pretty weird that i haven't. it needs it
9. Cried? ha yeah yesterday
10. Lied? yeah, i can't get out of that slump
S T U F F .
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? yeah
2. Do you have a Dog? yes...my baby. i miss him
3. Last time you went sledding? last fall.
5. Do you consider yourself creative? shit i go to art school....i better be creative.
ps-
AMY IS A LIAR
Posted by merecole at 08:55 PM | Comments (0)
March 05, 2007
gobstoppers
gobstoppers are my favorite candy and i think since i've been eating them non-stop 10 at a time, i think they gave me a cavity.
those jerks.
but, i still am eating them right now.
i don't understand why i feel so invinsible as a kid. i like it, but i think it's gonna kill me when i am old.
but, i guess it doesn't matter now. i've started it, no use stopping really i suppose. plus, it's way more fun to live on the edge and do what youre scared of.
my life is brootal and it's lovely.
umm i had a bad drawing day today so i'm frustrated
and i can't stop singing the little mermaid theme song...no clue why, but no mater how much metal i play in my ears, it still is stuck in there.
i wish dudes weren't such dirtbags too.
theres much more i have to say, but no one wants to hear my stupid venting so i'll just tell amy later....she can deal with it.
haha
i'm a huge jerk
Posted by merecole at 04:42 PM | Comments (0)
March 04, 2007
shoot
today was stressful, quick, awesome, and then awful.
stressful to agrue with mother about my 5 page paper due for english tues.
quick, i had a shit ton of stuff to do and it made the day fly by.
awesome due to the fact that i had a good dinner with the fam and then a second one with amy, even more awesome cause me and amy did not eat alone.
awful because the show i've been pumped for for like a month, as blood runs black, was cancelled for saturday... i won't be able to pump my metal hands back and fourth to bring the mother fucking ruckus...i'm so sad right now you have no idea
oh and i wish mother fucking bring me the horizon would tour with the number twleve because that would be the best gig to ever EVER see.
JERKS.
Posted by merecole at 09:29 PM | Comments (0)
March 03, 2007
wow shit
wow, i totally forgot about this thing over spring break.
i've been working non stop for days on this cfc project and englsih paper...perhaps thats why
and now my friends are home so ive been hanging out with them
i'ts been a great break, but i'm excited to get back to ann arbor.
whatevz
as blood runs black is next saturday
i honestly cannot friggin wait
they will without a doub own faces.
shittt
Posted by merecole at 08:41 PM | Comments (0)