April 11, 2007
registering
oh wow
registering for classes is so stressful
i dont' even know what we are supposed to take.
i'm lost
number twelve tomorrow and friday now?
i'm still thinking about it
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April 10, 2007
powdered donuts
powdered donuts
i honeslty forgot how amazing they taste
until today
so that was awesome
i need to buy some of those babys more often
theyz delicious
thanks to whoever brought them
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April 09, 2007
12
uhh
number twelve is on friday
yeah i know
alls i say is shit about number twleve all the time
but i'm damn excited
so get over it
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April 08, 2007
ho hum
i'm completely confused
and i feel extreamly full
from good eatz and
chocolate
Posted by merecole at 04:18 PM | Comments (0)
good to come home, but bad
it was great to come home and see my family and dog
and my friends and
i've had the best time hanging out with them
mostly zima
but some just have changed so much
and their all into ditching
me for dudes
and thinks it's okay
what a joke
but besides that, i've had the best time
with zima
and i really missed her
fuck
whatever
i'm so tired and have a lot of shit to do tomorrow
Posted by merecole at 02:01 AM | Comments (0)
April 06, 2007
home
i'm home
and it's nice
except that i have a million things to do
like write a paper by tuesday
hang out with friends
register for summer classes
which my mom is constantly yelling at me about
and i'm about to go apeshit
because i can't stand it
i gotta take care of bank stuff
cause that's still screwed up
i'm so pissed right now it's ridiculous
bye
Posted by merecole at 11:56 AM | Comments (0)
April 05, 2007
i just wanna go home
tonight
i'm going home
and yeah
i said that iin my last blog
i figure it's really hard to convey my ideas to people without explaining it
is that a bad thing
i feel like no one really understood my movie,
but i really liked it
so i don't know how to convey it better
i just feel like everything makes sense to me all the time
but i've been encountering rpoblems lately
with everything
making those ideas sounds legit i suppose
i just wish people could get inside my headz
Posted by merecole at 03:34 PM | Comments (0)
April 04, 2007
this distance is decay
i really never thought that distance would take such a toll on a wonderful but
really confusing friendship that i can never get over
i can't imagine why distance and time can force almost a sense of forgetting of one of the most important people in your life.
why does this have to happen
i can't stand it
i wish it was like how it used to be
i haven't really thought about it until now when i just was in contack with the person 10 minutes ago
it was the best half hour that i have had in a while
and i felt at home
and normal
but at the same time, feel so freaking confused and awful
for not spending every single second of the time that i have
with that person
to somewhat make that last moment seem worth something
because you know it won't be the same ever again
god i miss him
and i feel as though has has moved onto new friends,
not that he has forgotten me,
but that he has known that i moved away
and wouldn't be there
he accepted it
and dealt with it
i have just discovered it
and am dealing with it
and its the hardest thing i've had to deal with
in a really long time.
i hope i can get through it
i really do
i dont need sympahty please.
i just wanted to write it down somewhere
because it makes me feel better
rather than to keep it in my head
i guess i need to go home
and get a hug
maybe he will still remember that
Posted by merecole at 11:25 PM | Comments (0)
today and tomorrow
today i was
well
hyper
we made amy have coon tails in her hair
and her roommate made us watch her flute lesson or some shit
i'm the most excited for tomorrow than i've ever been in so long
tomorrow will be a very lovely adventure home
with my buds
and i couldn't be more excited
i really can't wait
bree
Posted by merecole at 09:41 PM | Comments (0)
April 03, 2007
and another one cuase i have nothing better to say
1. What ended your last relationship?
that boy cheating on me with like 6 other girls i think
2. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping cuase i have early classes which is wack
3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
just getting up to shower
4. First thought after waking up this morning?
i was actually going back and fourth through my head about whether or not to go to class for about a half hour half dozing in and out of sleep
5. Are you any good at math?
really bad at everything that has to do with math except algebra
6. Prom night?
it was alright, but i wish i didnt have that date and i wish i never dated him
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
unfortunatly not
8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
nope
9. Do you know the words to your song on your profile?
i know all the words, but i don't have a low UK oli sykes growl, so it doens't sound quite the same
10. Last thing received in the mail?
umm i guess a package from my mom but that was at valentines day
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
milk and oj
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
yeah, and i ramble. or say stupid shit
13. Ever been in love?
yes
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
not usually
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
prolly a filling i guess which isn't too bad, or othadontics, yeah
17. Do you have any plans for tonight?
probably just sitting around and then going to sleep, last nigth i had a fruit salad i love new york finale party though. it was dope
18. Do you like the ocean?
of course
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorn?
yeah i fucking love those things
20. Spring break?
back home
21. Something you are excited about?
this thursday for an adventure with zima, the number twelve show next weekend and bledfest on may 5th
23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
cherry
24. Are any of your great grandparents alive?
nope
25. Describe your keys:
well, my previous ones were stolen by a detroit bum, so now i have a front door and a garage door key, plus my car key too
26. Where do you keep your change?
in an old slide container
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group?
not for a while, but i absolutly hate doing that
28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
well it's more like a jacket that is brown with checkers i guess kinda, then plus a band sweatshirt always underneath, duh
29. What was the weather like today?
cold in the morning, alright temp in the day and evening
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
closed
Posted by merecole at 10:42 PM | Comments (0)
April 02, 2007
what the shit
sometimes i feel like i'm completely helpless and worthless in friendships sometimes.
i had awesome fruit salad tonight
and i love new york had a dramatic ending.
uhh
and
i'm sleepy
Posted by merecole at 10:59 PM | Comments (0)
April 01, 2007
clearly bored
1] What made you happy this weekend?
fucking having a glow stick war
2] Who's car were you in last?
my own
3] When was the last time you cried?
well, it's been a long time. but i've been sad, haha bo hoo hoo another sob story.
4] What color shirt are you wearing?
redz
5] How long is your hair?
it's gettin real long for real, except i need to cut up the blonde portion i think
7] Who's on your mind right now?
connor becuase he hasn't returned my last two phone calls and i miss that little shit
but i aint calling no more, beucase i hate when people dont' return my phone calls.
8] Last movie you watched?
marie antoinette
9] Last thing you ate?
fucking special k.....diets are wack
10] Last thing you drank?
aquafina water
11] Where did you sleep last night?
my nest of a loft
13] Are you happy right now?
not the happiest i can be, btu i'm not too sad i suppose
14] What did you say last?
i miss you
15] Where is your phone?
on the window sill becuase that's the only place i get service up in this bitch
16) Favorite comedian?
dane cook, i mena, like everyone else i'm sure
17] What color are your eyes?
i think they are green right now
19] Who came over last?
no one just came over, i've last went over to sarah's apartment down the street
20] Name the last three things you have bought?
fruit for the i love new york party tomorrow, a new sketchbook, and a potbellys sandwitch
21] Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
the bearer of the saying "bitches love me" and my lack of boyfriend
22] What are you listening to?
i killed the prom queen
23] What is your weapon of choice?
pirate swords
24] What's your favorite scent?
cherry almond, or my perfume
25] Who makes you the happiest right now?
friends and number twleve for touring in michigan
26] Does someone have a crush on you?
probably not
27] Do you have a crush on someone?
not really a crush, yeah no i really don't
28] What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching donnie darko in a fort or blankets and couches
29] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
i have to go fling a puppet around at a parade, what the fuck.
30] Are you left-handed?
nah i'm right handed
31] Spell your name without vowels:
mrdth
32] How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
uhh like 14, but i only wear like 4 pairs cuase theyz are my favorite
33] What color(s) do you wear most often?
black, gray, green, and brown (wow i should really get a new wardrobe)
34] What's for dinner tonight?
fucking mashed potatoes and i cheated to only have like a spoonful when it is my favorite food
35] What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
prolly beer
36] When Is Your Birthday?
december 3
37] Who was the last person to send you a text message?
craig
38] Last time you went swimming in a pool?
oh jesus, a long time ago
39] Where was the last place you went shopping?
meijer
40] How do you feel about your hair?
i'm pretty satisfied, but the top could be shorter so it fluffs out better
41] How's the weather?
thunderstorm skys, and windy. beautiful
42] How often do you listen to techno music?
not unless i want to dance ridiculously
43] Have you ever been verbally or physically abused?
i get verbally abused everyday, sarcastic bitches
44] Have you ever felt not good enough?
duh
45] Is there something important you need to tell someone?
yeah, there''s something important i need to tell a lot of people
46] Will you ever tell them?
prolly
47] Is there anyone you would take a bullet for?
i dont' like guns, or bullets for that matter
48] What languages do you wish you could speak?
french, italian, but most importantly, i wish i could have an english accent
49] Do you hate when people doubt you?
um yeah
50] Do you have big plans and goals for your life?
i'm going to be rich and take pictures (haha great...)
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