April 14, 2008
this is idiotic
idiotic
idiotic
idiotic
ARGH
what to do.
April 04, 2008
slippery slope
this blog completely slipped my mind the past few days.
one thing about these illustrations i've been doing. i'm not content with them. i know there's so much more i can do, but i always start to late and have to cram to finish on time. why am i incapable of doing anything until the very last minutes? once i start i am enthusiastic and i enjoy the work very much (if i don't fall asleep). there has to be a way to mend this horrible habit. what should i do? i should suck it up and change my behavior. it's so difficult. i am so unmotivated at times. just fatigued, uninterested. only when i'm dreaming when im completely at ease with myself. what can i do?
March 25, 2008
relax
is the key
no, hard work is.
March 23, 2008
furk.
emotional low point. it's not even omgfuckteari'msosadi'mgonnadie it's like a fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckarghfuck.
yeah.
hi
hihihi,
March 22, 2008
at 1 am
i am sleepy
March 20, 2008
yup
http://potw.news.yahoo.com/s/potw/64390/what-are-you-looking-at
12 hours to go. oh shit. yay.
March 19, 2008
drink and pee
ARRRRRRRGGH it hurts to pee. i am so so SO angry. i need some cranberry juice. but no. tablets and chews will have to suffice. ate an orange. need more acid. fuck.
i'm sure no one wants to know this, if he or she happens to stumble upon this blog and i suppose it's rather private information but who the fuck cares.
Continue reading "drink and pee"
you're not even asian!
"your secret desire to completely change your life will manifest."
damn fortune cookie.
March 18, 2008
sniffles
i
have
sniffles
rah
trying to write ADP essay
now i really want a polaroid
March 17, 2008
status
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March 16, 2008
tax documents suck.
my brain is overwhelmed.
eugene is the funniest black man ever. and probably one of the few people i would trust to drive that that.
March 15, 2008
if i were religious
i would pray that my best friend remain safe and not die from alcohol, drugs, or suicide. or anorexia. that is all.