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April 14, 2008

this is idiotic

idiotic
idiotic
idiotic
ARGH
what to do.

Posted by ubinli at 01:06 PM | Comments (0)

April 04, 2008

slippery slope

this blog completely slipped my mind the past few days.

one thing about these illustrations i've been doing. i'm not content with them. i know there's so much more i can do, but i always start to late and have to cram to finish on time. why am i incapable of doing anything until the very last minutes? once i start i am enthusiastic and i enjoy the work very much (if i don't fall asleep). there has to be a way to mend this horrible habit. what should i do? i should suck it up and change my behavior. it's so difficult. i am so unmotivated at times. just fatigued, uninterested. only when i'm dreaming when im completely at ease with myself. what can i do?

Posted by ubinli at 03:47 PM