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April 04, 2008
slippery slope
this blog completely slipped my mind the past few days.
one thing about these illustrations i've been doing. i'm not content with them. i know there's so much more i can do, but i always start to late and have to cram to finish on time. why am i incapable of doing anything until the very last minutes? once i start i am enthusiastic and i enjoy the work very much (if i don't fall asleep). there has to be a way to mend this horrible habit. what should i do? i should suck it up and change my behavior. it's so difficult. i am so unmotivated at times. just fatigued, uninterested. only when i'm dreaming when im completely at ease with myself. what can i do?
Posted by ubinli at April 4, 2008 03:47 PM