. paper . plastic . pie . http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/ en-us Copyright 2008 Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:06:56 -0500 http://www.movabletype.org/?v=3.17 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss this is idiotic idiotic
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what to do.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/04/this_is_idiotic.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/04/this_is_idiotic.html Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:06:56 -0500 slippery slope this blog completely slipped my mind the past few days.

one thing about these illustrations i've been doing. i'm not content with them. i know there's so much more i can do, but i always start to late and have to cram to finish on time. why am i incapable of doing anything until the very last minutes? once i start i am enthusiastic and i enjoy the work very much (if i don't fall asleep). there has to be a way to mend this horrible habit. what should i do? i should suck it up and change my behavior. it's so difficult. i am so unmotivated at times. just fatigued, uninterested. only when i'm dreaming when im completely at ease with myself. what can i do?

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/04/slippery_slope.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/04/slippery_slope.html Fri, 04 Apr 2008 15:47:55 -0500 relax is the key

no, hard work is.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/relax.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/relax.html Tue, 25 Mar 2008 01:24:35 -0500 furk. emotional low point. it's not even omgfuckteari'msosadi'mgonnadie it's like a fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckarghfuck.
yeah.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/furk.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/furk.html Sun, 23 Mar 2008 23:09:10 -0500 hi hihihi,

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/hi.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/hi.html Sun, 23 Mar 2008 03:07:59 -0500 at 1 am i am sleepy

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/at_1_am.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/at_1_am.html Sat, 22 Mar 2008 00:58:42 -0500 yup http://potw.news.yahoo.com/s/potw/64390/what-are-you-looking-at

12 hours to go. oh shit. yay.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/yup.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/yup.html Thu, 20 Mar 2008 19:49:40 -0500 drink and pee ARRRRRRRGGH it hurts to pee. i am so so SO angry. i need some cranberry juice. but no. tablets and chews will have to suffice. ate an orange. need more acid. fuck.
i'm sure no one wants to know this, if he or she happens to stumble upon this blog and i suppose it's rather private information but who the fuck cares.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/drink_and_pee.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/drink_and_pee.html Wed, 19 Mar 2008 17:52:57 -0500 you're not even asian! "your secret desire to completely change your life will manifest."
damn fortune cookie.

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now i really want a polaroid

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]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/status.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/status.html Mon, 17 Mar 2008 21:54:52 -0500 tax documents suck. my brain is overwhelmed.

eugene is the funniest black man ever. and probably one of the few people i would trust to drive that that.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/tax_documents_s.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/tax_documents_s.html Sun, 16 Mar 2008 22:34:20 -0500 if i were religious i would pray that my best friend remain safe and not die from alcohol, drugs, or suicide. or anorexia. that is all.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/if_i_were_relig.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/if_i_were_relig.html Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:18:51 -0500 earlier today i seemed to have gotten a grasp of who i am. blinded by the sunlight, i lost it again. that's ok. it's there.

]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/earlier_today.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/earlier_today.html Fri, 14 Mar 2008 12:33:10 -0500 stupidity why is it that getting B- on an exam will immediately spur a string of self-hating thoughts. it's rather ridiculous. i feel like i'm brainwashed. at the same like feeling like i'm trying to make excuses by ignoring the fact that i probably could've done better; i knew the information, i just didn't explain it well enough and with enough depth.

i feel like everything i do is merely superficial. my conceptual mind is weak. i find myself wanting there to be a switch in my brain and that one day someone will flick on that switch, and i will be enlightened. or some shit like that. it feels restricted.

like a caged bird. that can't fly anyway.

what happened today.
virtual reality cave. i think i had a mental orgasm. it was sexy.


]]> http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/stupidity.html http://mblog.lib.umich.edu/~ubinli/archives/2008/03/stupidity.html Wed, 12 Mar 2008 23:59:15 -0500